" Thirty Nights"

Thirty nights I waited.
For what, I thought I knew.
It all seemed familiar.
What I had long for:
Joy, happiness, and love
What I had received:
Sadness, guilt, and hate.
Thirty nights I waited.
Like babes waiting nine months.
Patiently it all seemed okay.
I had hoped you would come.
Why had you not come?It was the truth…
You never loved me.
You never cared for me.
You never held me in your arms.
You never promise me a life,
Which you could not gave to me.
Thirty nights I waitedLike a predator.
I waited and watched the road.
For you, I know not.
For in my heart, There existed—a known fact- You’d never return.
And I,And I will always be alone.

"Love thoughts"

“Loving him is hard to regret,
Losing him is hard to accept.
But with all the hurt I've felt,
Letting go is the most painful yet….

"There will be a day when you ask me what's more important,
My life or you, I will say my life,
You will turn around and walk away not knowing that you are my life!"

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see,
It’s you and me together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart."

I love you not only for what you are,
But for what I am when I am with you.
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself,
But for what you are making of me.
I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden. “