" Thirty Nights"

Thirty nights I waited.
For what, I thought I knew.
It all seemed familiar.
What I had long for:
Joy, happiness, and love
What I had received:
Sadness, guilt, and hate.
Thirty nights I waited.
Like babes waiting nine months.
Patiently it all seemed okay.
I had hoped you would come.
Why had you not come?It was the truth…
You never loved me.
You never cared for me.
You never held me in your arms.
You never promise me a life,
Which you could not gave to me.
Thirty nights I waitedLike a predator.
I waited and watched the road.
For you, I know not.
For in my heart, There existed—a known fact- You’d never return.
And I,And I will always be alone.